MAKE IT OR BREAK IT

alright its the second day in a row i'm writing in my lj this is make it or break it time for me so i guess from here on out if i keep this up i'm gonna be on it more often and yall can read my bull sh** all you want or i'll wait about 6 months before i update it again. just a warning

i read through my past live journals and i've noticed a trend. in everyone i was saying how great chayna was maybe its a picies taurus thing but chay your real cool. last night i was talking to her about a problem and she tottally laid the smack down on me. here read it yourself


Fei Fei O: alright i'm gonna run this by you cause i'm trying to understand whats going on

Fei Fei O: it seems like i'm doing something wrong everywhere i go

Eternal Circles3: ok splain

Fei Fei O: the thing that is bothering me here is its like when i leave meriden my style is not accepted anywhere else

Fei Fei O: its like it was sooo 2004 and everyone grew out of it

Fei Fei O: it wouldn't bother me so much if my next problem didn't exist

Fei Fei O: i'm starting to feel like when i go home i'm either out of the loop or i'm saying or doing stuff that is making ppl upset

Fei Fei O: like i'm being me but it seems like everyone else thinks i'm being something i'm not

Eternal Circles3: well there is only one solution

Fei Fei O: omg the suspense is killing me

Eternal Circles3: and thats to not care what others think.. its not their life, no one but you walks in ur shoes.. converses or nike...or sparkly red tap shoes with bows... they are ur fuckin shoes, and no one can tell you how to walk or live in them. they can only suggest... you can DO whatever you want, and personally I know that you Fay fay... know this already... so stop being a poop head and be the true crazy lovable huggable laughing glittery, makes her own clothes YOU. Jesus fucking christ Fay... lol be your G-d damn self... lmao

Fei Fei O: lmao

Fei Fei O: omg i'm putting that im my lj

Fei Fei O: thats the greatest advice ever

Eternal Circles3: yessss i am so happy now

Fei Fei O: i want some sparkly red tap shoes now

Eternal Circles3: lol

Fei Fei O: lol

Fei Fei O: oh that was great

Fei Fei O: but i'm just gonna ask you one favor, if i'm ever out of line EVER!! just tell me i dont care who it is i'm out of line with

Eternal Circles3: dont worry i will

Fei Fei O: ok

Eternal Circles3: and the code word will be" you need to sparkly red tap shoes"

Eternal Circles3: you need some***** sparly red tap shoes
Fei Fei O: lol

Fei Fei O: thats great

Eternal Circles3: lol u get the point

Fei Fei O: i love inside jokes

Eternal Circles3: yea me too

now you can see why she is so great